ancora imparo

means i'm still learning, and this is especially applicable in human relation. I'm probably still an idiot on this aspect.

Things happened, which is not exactly a pleasant thing. So i thought, well let's see if i can learn something from this experience. Yet, before the knowledge even sink in, i was presented with another facts and this stir things up even further.

At first i thought i should learn to start thinks positively. but then, the facts make me realise, my negative thought was correct all along.

in the end, i was no better than what i was, i am probably in a worse state. But one thing that sticks to the back of my mind, some things are best left unsaid.

so yeah.. ancora imparo.

thanks yuko...

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will. So don’t worry about the people in your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future..

this is so true

Every job out there can have periods of boredom and tedious duties.

Musicians get bored out of their minds driving in tour buses from city to city, writers get bored and lonely sitting by themselves writing and re-writing, TV anchorpeople and reporters spend a lot of time waiting, pilots have periods of time of just sitting there, judges have to listen to mind-numbing testimony, doctors can stand in surgery for hours on end, actors sit in their trailers in a constant holding pattern, teachers teach the same thing year after year and now they are even given scripts of what to say while teaching, private investigators sit in their cars for hours doing surveillance, police officers answer call after call of false home alarms going off, hair stylists blow dry and blow dry and blow dry hair...I mean what job is immune to boredom?

still miss them

been here for one week and i still miss my family. Of course i have things to do that occupy my time, and friends to accompany me in killing some time. But most other times, i'm alone and that's when the thought that my family is thousand miles away saddens me.

I need to be strong.

stupidly happy

:)

homesick

can't remember the last time i've been this sad. all the melancholic thoughts rushing through my mind now

holiday timeeee!!

yeahhh!