why i join the christmas choir

because not everyone can sing, but everyone can worship the Lord. I believe the main purpose for the choir is the 2nd one :)

anointment

i just went home from the longest compass service so far. It took us 3 hours for the service itself, i believe it's because God's presence is so strong that almost everyone enjoy the presence of Him, and getting new anointment and fire. Well, everyone.. except me.

During the whole time, i was busy going around back and forth outside, not interested in coming in and supposedly enjoy the presence. And i ask myself, why do i distant myself from him? And i truly baffled, i don't know why i did that. It just seem that i've been through that before, in fact, i've experience it couple of times yet, there's no longing there.

Don't get me wrong, i love God, and i truly want to know him more, but during that time, i simply felt nothing. In fact, i feel bored. And now i'm wondering, is it because i'm not humble enough to ask God for his anointing again?


I honestly don't know. In fact, I feel bored. I feel like this kind of thing happened from time to time yet nothing great happened. I was longing for some kind of movement, a rising of a passionate generation for God when this kind of situation happened, but every time, i always feel that we hit a brick wall and remain stagnant... for a while and then another anointment is required.

Maybe that's why i become skeptic about this whole situation. Maybe I don't want to ask for more anointment but do nothing.

I believe, or rather, i WANT to believe that his anointment is already with us all along. sure asking for new anointment is good from time to time, but shouldn't we ask for new anointing because we have shared the fire and now ask for more?

It doesn't felt right that we ask for his anointing and then nothing happened, and after a while ask for it again. It seems to me like a wasted anointment.

I'm unsure about all of this, maybe i need some contemplation to understand what God really wants and hopefully he'll answer me.

KoG

alright, so today's sharing was from KO Andy, and at the end of his sharing, he speaks about the parable of KoG is like a feast.

And then it struck me. God invites us to come into his feast a.k.a God's party (using this term is a bit pejorative but it's more common haha)

anyway, God invites us to his party! Maybe it's just me but before i got this revelation i wasn't focusing on the fact that it is a feast, and of course a feast speaks about celebration/fun/joyful/cheerful.

So there you go, God invites us to join the fun. It wasn't like he invites us to hear a long speech or something boring. I bet his feast are going to be the best party ever.

So why don't u come along? and bring friends too!

email this morning

From: Stewart Gray
Sent: Wednesday, 14 October 2009 8:46 AM
To: z.Vic.Mitcham Office
Subject: Parking Inspector



Hi All,



To anyone who parked on the street today, a Parking Inspector just chalked the tyres of your vehicle. That should give you about two hours to move your car.



... and your time starts ... NOW!



Stewart Gray
Quality Assurance Manager


From: Iyan Librata
Sent: Wednesday, 14 October 2009 8:48 AM
To: Stewart Gray
Subject: RE: Parking Inspector



Wouldn’t it be more fun if you tell them 5 minutes before its due?




Stewart Gray:

You’re evil

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supernatural

After being addicted to Scrubs, now i'm addicted to Supernatural, the show is amazingly good that i neglected Scrubs for this one. I'll be back Scrubs, i will.

Anyway, one of the eps that i watched last night was so good, that it tweak my imagination...

What if our life is actually just a repetition, what happen after we die? What if dead is a format button, where all your memory got erased and you start everything all over again. It might be similar to reincarnation, but instead of living as someone else, you just simply restarting ur life, with all memory erased.

It might explain why de javu happens.

So whenever i die, i'll just be back at 1987, be born again with no memory whatsoever, and live the life again, not knowing that everything has happened before.

From a 3rd person perspective it's kinda boring, but well, your memory is erased so you don't know what has happened.

And people say: Just live your life like you never lived it twice. Who knows, we might have lived this life a million times already.

Anyway, it's just another imagination running wild.. sometimes i wish i don't have such a crazy brain. I'll stop now.

WWJT

stands for What Would Jesus Tweet. The idea occurred when i was in the shower... Thought it was new, but google it and apparently it's already there.

Imagine if Jesus has a twitter, what kind of tweet he'll post?

Probably something like this: "was unhappy to do it, but the earthquake was neccessary... pls repent... love y'all"

or "daylight saving will start this weekend, time to enjoy more sunlight guys!"

i'll definitely join twitter if Jesus has an account there :D